Saturday, April 9, 2011

[rehearsal reflections]

they always say that life sucks


and I used to think it wasn’t true


then for some time I quite agreed


and I thought the world was a horrible place



then I heard the music, then I saw the love


how could a crappy place have so much beauty?


it must not be so rotten


maybe it can be good



then I watched the news


people are rotten to each other


I realized the world is a horrible place


and humanity’s to blame for it all



but we’re also to blame for the love

Friday, February 4, 2011

SPOILERS

a splash of light
a wave of flame
and shrapnel flying

the burning sun
ain't a star, it's
an exploding ship

whose ship, you ask?
i'll tell you who
I don't know his name

he's called john smith
the lonely god
destroyer of worlds

do you know who?
i cannot say
he makes you better

Saturday, January 15, 2011

LEAD MY DANCE

i can't do this all on my own
i need a little help, a little guidance
if you're standing there, watching me,
could you lead me in this dance?

if life is a dance, i don't know all the steps
i'm getting better, more coordinated
but i can't always hear the tempo
just give me some advice that ain't outdated

i know i can't do this without your help
you know i need you, i know you hear me
i don't know what i've waited for,
but the time for waiting is over, i can see

i'm just pretending to be in control,
would you help me hold the reins?
or better yet, here, take them
and take away my pain

Thursday, January 13, 2011

GUILTY ON A GOOD DAY

oh, you're just okay
well, i'm sorry to hear that
i'm great
it's not my fault if life is good

karma might be a witch
or luck might be in my favor
i wish your life was better
but you rain ain't on my parade

i wish i didn't have to be so happy
because you're not
i feel bad
but i just can't bring myself
to be sad
not today

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

WHEN I'M OLDER

maybe when i'm older
i'll do things i only dream of doing
things i say i'll do tomorrow
things i wish i did yesterday

maybe when i know better
i'll know not to dream of doing
i'll know not to say tomorrow
i won't worry about yesterday

maybe when i'm older
i'll appreciate today
and what i'm doing
right now

I WONDER

i wonder where the north wind hides
in the summer, and the turning tides
where do they go if the moon disappears?
the dawn is drawing ever near

i wonder why the falcon soars
high above towers and stores
and why the nightingale sings in the dark
but in the morning, the songbird's the lark

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

ONLY AMBER*

amber smiles and ducks her head,
avoiding eye contact
she watches their feet walking past,
wishing she felt less alone
their voices tumble around,
replacing her silence
still she wishes and she listens,
never feeling filled
never hearing that one voice
she ducks her head until
the day he comes
amber has no friends, and yet
she doesn't want any
the friend she wants is coming
she waits to feel less alone
she longs for no companion
she desires no best friend.
knowing he's there at the end
doesn't make her less alone
right now
but he won't let her fall and
he will not let her down
he is waiting for her now
and she knows he's not alone
amber knows he's coming, though
she does not know the day
he's on his way, he's coming
and now if only they...
could wait
they'd see she's not alone
*note: i have turned this one into a song. it ain't silent anymore.